Posts Tagged ‘writing’

Change of Pace

Tuesday, August 10th, 2010

MORE MUSIC! Man, it seems like I’ve been posting a lot of music on the blog lately. I guess I’ve just been listening to more stuff as I work on different projects!=. Anyway, here’s what I’m listening to today . . . playing around with a new project. A project involving a VERY SEXY new character. Super fun.

So, this is Beethoven’s Piano Sonata no 17 in D minor, The Tempest. I love the whole piece, but the 3rd movement, the Allegretto, is my favorite. Soon I hope to be able to get the piano from my mother’s house and move it into my den. If I do, once I knock the rust off my playing, this will be the second piece I try to learn. The first, of course, will be Claire de Lune. I never did play any Debussy – my piano teacher didn’t much care for his music. :P

As always, if you like it, please download this music from some legitimate source! Thanks.

End of revisions playlist

Thursday, July 8th, 2010

So, I’m revising the last quarter of the sequel to CLAIRE DE LUNE, and here’s the short playlist that I have on repeat while I work on the most intense section of the book (warning – some of these songs are beyond explicit.) If you like them, please support the artists by purchasing the music from a legitimate download site like iTunes. Thanks!

Guitar Hero by Amanda Palmer

Criminal by The Roots

Someday You Will Be Loved by Death Cab for Cutie

Leeds United by Amanda Palmer (again)

Unsolicited Advice

Tuesday, June 15th, 2010

So, today, I did not want to write. I’m tired, it had been a frustrating morning, next week will be crazy-insane-busy, and I just. wasn’t. feeling it. It was so very tempting to just bag it and read a book. I mean, I’m not on any serious deadlines. There’s no reason I *had* to write today.

Except that I was supposed to. It was not a scheduled day off (I give myself scheduled breaks after big deadlines.) Nothing catastrophic happened that made it legitimate to play hooky (kids getting sick and needing care is the usual situation for that one.) And – the kicker – I had help with the kids, which meant I had daytime hours to write.

I sat down. I fooled around on Twitter for a few minutes, updating stuff about Friday’s big  Month-a-versary THING for Claire de Lune. And then I opened my pages file and started to write.

It sucked.

I started checking my word count FIFTY WORDS IN. My personal daily requirement on days I have childcare is 1,000 words. Preferably more. It was baaaaaaad. But I believe in working every day, so I slogged on. Trudge.

Trudge.

Trudge.

Two hundred words.

Trudge.

Trudge.

Three hundred words.

BAM! LIGHTNING BOLT! And then I wrote seven hundred words in about forty-five minutes and kept going and was DYING for the kids to go to bed because even though I had my thousand words plus some, I was on FIRE.

This is why I write every day, even when I don’t feel like it. Sometimes that breakthrough comes at three hundred words. Sometimes at seven hundred. Sometimes it doesn’t come at all, and it’s just WORK, but there’s still a thousand words to show for it, and sometimes those hardest-earned ones feel the best afterwards.

Writing isn’t something that happens in little sparkly-lit, cloud-scented moments of perfect inspiration. I’ve said over and over that waiting for that to happen is a fool’s errand. Inspiration doesn’t come around to make me work, it comes around because I AM WORKING.

Everyone out there who wants to be a writer and wants to know how I got here? I put my butt in the chair, and I WRITE. Even when I don’t want to. Even when it’s terrible. And days like today prove to me why I still do it that way, every day.

Crickets, Tumbleweeds

Tuesday, May 4th, 2010

Man, there’s a lot of dust in here.

Guess that’s what happens when I don’t come and update the blog! Things are heating up on the book front at my house – just two weeks until CLAIRE DE LUNE comes out, and less than two weeks until I give the first draft of the sequel to my editor (or they pry it out of my hands.)

It feels really surreal, to have it be so close after waiting for so long! It’s been pretty tricky, trying to balance my efforts to make the world aware of this little book I wrote with  writing a really great sequel. And, of course, with being a mommy and all that other stuff that has to get done.

That’s one reason the blog has fallen by the wayside. I’ve heard other authors say that when they’re in a really intense period of drafting, it’s difficult to blog, and WOW is it true. I find myself needing to use up every ounce of good writing that I have on the new book, every day, and by the time I wrestle the last few sentences onto the page, there’s nothing left to put on the blog.

There are lots of things I find tricky when I’m drafting, actually. Driving is a big one – there are two reasons for this. First off, when I get in the car, if I’m thinking about the WIP, I tend to get distracted and do things like miss exits on the interstate that I’ve taken a thousand times, or turn toward Target when I meant to be headed for the bank. The other problem that comes up is that when I’m drafting, my imagination goes into overdrive. Every person I pass, I can’t help but start making up stories about. Who they are. Where they work. Why they drive that particular car and why it’s so dirty/clean/dinged up/covered with bumper stickers.

I also tend to burn dinner or forget the load of laundry that’s in the dryer. I’m just generally distracted. It’s sort of fun, being so immersed in another world, but at times I do find it exhausting, keeping up with two realities. Of course, soon enough I’ll be revising, which is my very favorite part of the process. Hooray, revisions!

But in the interim, I do have a deadline and a book release to look forward to! If you haven’t already, please check out the events page of the site for details about the CLAIRE DE LUNE launch party. Okay, the deadline calls . . . . back to the draft.

The iPad, Self-Publishing, and the Future of the Industry (an opinion)

Tuesday, April 6th, 2010

Okay, so I don’t usually get very controversial on this blog, but I heard a story on NPR over the weekend, and I just can’t get it out of my head. (you can listen to it here .) In a nutshell, it talked about how the iPad is the mama of all ereaders, and it will create a huge boom in self-publishing, possibly making it (self-publishing, that is) the future of the industry.

It bothered me enough that I feel the need to say publicly that while the iPad may be great, and while I’m sure the future of publishing won’t – indeed, can’t – look like the industry’s past . . . I sincerely hope that self-publishing doesn’t take over the market.

I know, I know. There are lots of reasons that self-publishing has its place. There are people – and books – who may, in fact, be better served by print-on-demand businesses. But they’re the exceptions.

No, really, they are.

One of the main reasons I feel this way was, in fact, mentioned in the NPR piece, though it was glossed over with such speed and flippancy that it made me shudder.

In the story, one of the interviewees says in the story, “if you can create a word document, you can create a book.”

*shudder* Here’s where I want to point out the difference between “can,” and “should.”

Why? Because of editors, or the lack thereof. The story mentions that one of the self-publishers will “help” authors “hook up with an editor if they need it” (emphasis mine)

Are you kidding me? Every. Single. Author. Needs. An. Editor.

No, really, they do.

And if there ever was an author so very, very good that they didn’t need one? They wouldn’t have to self-publish, because a publishing house would have already given them a contract. I know what my forthcoming book looks like in its final form . . . and I also know what it looked like when my editor acquired it. Without her input, the story wouldn’t be half as good as it is now. Writers need editors to help them see beyond the limits of the world they’ve created. We’re a myopic bunch, and we need editors to tap us on the shoulder and point out all the ways in which we aren’t letting our stories live up to their own potential.

And yes, it’s hard to hear that the thing you worked so hard on – slaving over, polishing up – isn’t as perfect as you thought it was. But after the pride-swallowing comes the relief. Relief that you have a chance to fix the weak links. Shore up the saggy parts that you didn’t notice had gone limp. Add a twist to that relationship that seemed fine but is actually – now that you see it through your editor’s eyes – a little bit flat. Self-publishing without an editor cheats the author out of an opportunity to tell their best story, and it cheats the reader out of the opportunity to get the most out of the material at hand.

Of course, there are independent editors out there who can be paid for their services. But the intimation in the story – the tone of the self-publishing genre – seems to be that, in general, the editor is just an extra step for the extra picky.

Self-publishing also – I know – looks seductively easy compared with the traditional method. It’s a near-instant gratification. The book you wrote! Available to the public! Like, now! Who needs the year-plus rigamarole of revising and waiting for notes and editing and waiting for notes and copyediting and waiting for notes and proofreading and waiting for notes and . . . yeah. It’s hard. And yeah, it takes patience. But – see above. With each of those long, painful steps, the book gets better. And the waiting times? The between-revisions times? They’re essential to getting some perspective on my own work, and most other authors I know feel the same. Without that break, it’s too hard to tear up your “baby” to rewrite it and make it better.

I know that self-publishing is here to stay, and I know that the publishing industry will have to adapt to survive in the electronic age, but the idea of literary future dominated by self-published e-books makes me cringe. I’m not the only one out there with opinions on the subject, of course. There are lots of authors talking about the publishing industry lately. If you’re interested, check out John Green’s blog at www.sparksflyup.com, or Justine Larbalestier at www.justinelarbalestier.com. (Note: they don’t *only* talk about publishing, but they often do, and a quick search will turn up the right posts.)

So, that’s my two cents on the self-publishing, e-book issue. If you think I’m a snobbish ninny, let me know why in the comments and let’s talk about it. If you agree with me, feel free to come to my defense.

If you couldn’t care less about high-falutin’ publishing industry talk, then stay tuned for my next post, in which I will discuss irrational fears and the way they linger into adulthood.

And that’s when it hit me . . .

Monday, March 22nd, 2010

Scarlet-Swallowtail-UndersideSo, the other day I took the kids to the Butterfly exhibit at the zoo here in town. It’s pretty fabulous – an enormous glass dome, like a greenhouse on steroids, full of exotic plans and trees and koi ponds. It even has a catwalk around the second story level. And the big draw is that it’s full of hundreds of butterflies, flitting around the enclosure with the visitors.

We got there and the kids were enthralled. It was a sunny day and the butterflies were absolutely glowing – I kept thinking of that line in A.S. Byatt’s novella, ANGELS AND INSECTS, when Eugenia says that the butterflies are “like colored air.” There were blue ones and orange ones and charming little zebra-striped ones. The toddler was really into identifying the different species, and checking out the huge box of cocoons, hanging in neat line. I thought it was a little creepy, actually. It looked like a graveyard, the way the cocoons were arranged. Like tiny little coffins all in a row. Which they were, really, since metamorphosis is a sort of reincarnation – a death and a birth as much as a transformation. But now I’m getting off on a tangent.

Anyway, we went up to the second level to walk around the catwalk, high up in the sunlit air, and that’s when it happened. It was hot in the butterfly enclosure (since, you know, overgrown greenhouses tend to be sort of hot.) I’d taken off the baby’s jacket and was carrying it in my hand. It’s a cute jacket – bright pink fleece with little green and blue polka dots. Hibiscus pink. Orchid pink. Butterfly-food-source pink.

So we’re walking along, and this absolutely enormous black and fuchsia butterfly (one like the picture at the beginning of this post, a scarlet swallowtail) starts fluttering around us, dipping low over the toddler’s head, and circling the bulls-eye of the jacket in my hand. Two different families near us start oohing and aaaing. We were drawing a crowd.

That’s when it happened. The butterfly landed on the baby’s jacket, just a couple of inches from my hand. The families around us started pulling out cameras, and my toddler was doing this super-happy dance, announcing to everyone that we had a butterfly. Everyone was very excited.

Except for me.

Because after that butterfly landed, it started to walk. And that’s when it hit me.

Butterflies are just big-ass bugs.

I mean, yeah, the wings are gorgeous, but this thing had an onyx-black body the size of my pinky finger and these long, spiky black bug legs and all I could think was that if those legs touched my skin I was going to scream. In the meantime, I was trying not to ruin the moment for my toddler or any of the photograph-happy onlookers, but every inch of my being was desperate to fling the jacket, butterfly and all, over the catwalk railing. Instead, I pasted on an extremely forced and fake smile and twisted my arm half out of it’s socket trying to keep the butterfly from crawling on me because there is No. Way. I could’ve handled that.

Eventually it took off and I managed to stuff the jacket into my bag, but it still circled us for the rest of our visit, making the hair on the back of my neck stand up and giving me a bad case of the shivers every minute or so. (I’m actually shuddering just typing this out.)

So what does all of this have to do with writing?

It’s the “And that’s when it hit me” bit. Because somewhere in my writing, I can absolutely use the fact that for all their beauty, butterflies are just enormous bugs with pretty wings. But until that fluttering monster landed on me, I had no idea that butterflies had a creepy side. I thought I would love to have them on my hands. Decorating my hair. Crawling along my skin – okay. I can’t go any further with that, because it makes me want to scream just thinking about it.

The point is, that trip to the zoo was a perfect reminder of why, as a writer, it’s so vitally important to keep having experiences, no matter how small. Each new thing I do makes me see the world in a different way, and helps fill up the well of things I can draw on when I’m working. Because that’s all writers have to go on – what we’ve seen of the world. I don’t believe a writer will ever run out of material unless they get so wrapped up in their work that they run out of time to go live. I don’t have to travel to Africa (though I’d love to go.) I don’t have to climb the Matterhorn or break a Viscount’s heart.

But I do have to go to the zoo. I do have to pay attention to the worn, desperate look on the face of the woman who owns the struggling local bakery. Because that’s where the next sentences come from. The next paragraphs. The next books. The business of living is every bit as important to writers as the business of writing. I like to be reminded of that. It’s good for me.

It’ll be awhile before I get over that freaking huge bug, though.

Excuses, excuses

Thursday, January 28th, 2010

I didn’t write a decent blog post this week, and here’s why:

  1. I was working on the new book.
  2. I was tired.
  3. I didn’t watch the State of the Union address, so I have no savvy political commentary.
  4. Don’t worry, I have it DVR’d.
  5. The kids were being cute.
  6. The kids were being cranky.
  7. I got distracted by something shiny.
  8. Rear Window was on BBC, and I have a policy of watching that movie whenever it’s on.
  9. Did I mention the new book?
  10. I don’t have anything cute to say about the iPad that hasn’t already been said.
  11. It’s too cold.
  12. I ate too many cookies.
  13. I didn’t have enough coffee.
  14. Space aliens took over my website as part of an effort at inter-galactic domination  and they wouldn’t let me post.
  15. Okay, that last one wasn’t true.
  16. New book! Writing! Lots! Really!
  17. I couldn’t find my car keys. (The two-year-old took them. They were in the refrigerator.)
  18. I wasted too much time following interesting-looking links on Twitter.
  19. You know you can follow me there – @cjohnsonbooks
  20. I was busy critiquing.
  21. I’m reading a really boring book and it’s taking up too much time but I’ve  been a real slacker at book club lately and I think I need to step up my game this month.
  22. That last one was true.
  23. Sequel-writing took up too much time.
  24. I’m lazy.
  25. Lists are more fun!

PC vs. Mac

Friday, January 22nd, 2010

So, until recently, I’ve been doing all of my writing, Internet-ting, photo-saving, etc., on a rather elderly Toshiba laptop.

4296351926_44038c624cHere is a picture of said elderly laptop.

I’ve had a string of PC-related problems in recent years, most commonly involving melted motherboards which required entire computers to be replaced. We’d bought the extended it-broke-but-it-wasn’t-my-fault-I-swear warranties, which was great because I didn’t have to buy a new computer. It was terrible because I just kept replacing broken PCs with new PCs which eventually . . . broke.

Finally I got the Toshiba, which happily puttered along past the end date of the latest warranty. Hooray! Of course, as it entered the twilight of it’s working years, things began to go wrong. The power cord got upset about being crunched up against the wall all the time and it had to be replaced.

The battery, on a full charge, lasted a maximum of 20 minutes.

It began to load, run, wake up, and/or reboot sloooooowly. There was a lot of knuckle-cracking and throat-clearing it had to get through before it was ready to do any actual work. It started to freeze up so badly that I’d just have to turn it off midtask and hope to God I’d saved my work recently.

The Blue Screen of Death (you know. . . “Beginning physical memory dump. Physical memory dump complete?” That one.) became a common sight.

In order to protect its increasingly frail workings, I bought and installed McAfee’s virus/firewall/suit-of-PC-armor software.

Oh my God.

It took over the entire life of the computer, bursting in on me at inopportune moments like some sort of deranged technological side-kick with a lazy eye and high-water pants, waving its arms and shouting about the viral armageddon which would surely befall me at any moment if I didn’t update my spam filter now, NOW! (Wow. That was a really long sentence.) Agreeing to the updates just sent Mad McAfee off into a corner to sulk over a cup of tea while it calculated the remaining upload times on some sort of antiquated abacus.

Why yes, I *did* hate that software program. What makes you ask?

ANYway. It was clearly time for a new computer. And I made the decision to go Mac.

I was a little hesitant about it. After all, I was used to Microsoft. I’ve always had PCs. They’re cheaper. I knew how to use them (at least, sufficiently for my non-tech-geek purposes.) And truth be told, I was a little concerned that I’m not actually cool enough to be a Mac person. But most of the writers I know have and love Macs, and I figured if some sort of secret send-her-over-to-HP alarm went off when I entered the Apple store, I would pull out my novelist trump card and see if they would ignore the diaper-bag and practical shoes long enough to sell me a laptop.

It worked! I fooled them into letting me have one to take home! Yay!

4296349166_897b533aceHere’s the new Mac.

I’m still getting used to it. The iWork stuff is different than Office (duh,) and I’m finding myself clicking on the little “Help” section a lot with pretty inane questions. But I love the multi-touch-mouse-pad-thingie. And I can use Scrivener now, which I’m also getting used to, but if you write books, it’s an *awesome* software program and you can try it for 30 days, free. Whether it’s really as trouble free as all the Mac-lovers out there have promised me, only time will tell. For now, though, I’m just happy to have a computer that I don’t have to conduct elaborate prayer rituals over every time I want to hit the power button.

So. I guess I’m a Mac. Just don’t tell my sensible grey wool coat, okay?

Happy news!

Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009

newspaper

I’m thrilled to announce that the still-untitled sequel to CLAIRE DE LUNE is going to be published by Simon PULSE. It’ll be coming to bookstores in the summer of 2011! Hooray! I’ll be staying with my wonderful editor, Anica Rissi, and I can’t wait to work on another book with her. And thanks, of course, to my fab agent, Caryn Wiseman, for facilitating the whole thing.

Here’s the Publisher’s Marketplace blurb: Christine Johnson’s sequel to the forthcoming CLAIRE DE LUNE, about a 16-year old girl who discovers that she is a werewolf, one of a long line of female werewolves, to Anica Rissi at Simon Pulse, for publication in Summer 2011, by Caryn Wiseman at Andrea Brown Literary Agency (world).

Note that the sequel is untitled. If you have any title ideas, I’d love to hear them. Seriously. It’s my least favorite part of writing.

Happy Dreaded Chore Day!

Monday, October 12th, 2009

Monday! Hurray! I am so in love with Mondays. No, seriously! On Monday mornings, my dear husband goes to work, my sweet son goes off to preschool, and I’m left with a couple of hours to myself to work. It’s heaven – the best way to start the week. By the time I have to go retrieve the toddler, I usually feel like I have at least a vague idea of how much needs to be accomplished during the rest of the week.

Monday morning is also my time to do The Dreaded Chore. I’m not much of a procrastinator, but every week, there’s something. It varies, but The Dreaded Chore is usually something that got put off from, say, the previous Thursday. A phone call I didn’t want to make. An email that I was “too busy” to return. A bit of tedious research that I’d been successfully avoiding. Monday morning, I just hold my nose and tackle whatever it is I most don’t want to do. And man, is that a great way to start the week – with the whew-that’s-done relief of having The Dreaded Chore behind me.

This week, it’s double-checking the timelines from my copy edits. I’ve heard friends of mine – already published authors – complaining about doing their copy edits. I never really understood. I mean, copy editing is just to correct that last, nit-picky stuff, right? Except that’s the problem. For most writers I know – and I can now include myself in this group – copy editing makes us want to throw up our hands and declare it too hard. Missing weeks, inaccurate sunrise times . . . this stuff can make a person crazy! Which is not to say that I am in any way frustrated with my copy editor. On the contrary – I’m deeply grateful that there’s someone out there dedicated and detailed enough to catch those sorts of mistakes before some eagle-eyed reader goes: “Hey! It couldn’t have happened that way! What sort of hack is this woman?”

The problem is fixing all of those mistakes. It’s a Dreaded Chore. And since it’s Monday morning, it’s time for me to quit procrastinating and finish correcting my slip-ups. Happy Dreaded Chore Day, everyone!